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I'm an angry person and I make mistakes. Looks like I made another one. :/

Congratulations President-Elect Barack Obama and your supporters. There is no doubt that there is a sincere love for this country in your heart. Although I disagree with many of your views on certain items, I love this country too much to let my will take over. Obviously God has a plan for everything. I will continue to pray for your conversion and may God be with you as you serve your country.

I'll be straight up with you. I've been stupid lately. I've been the worst friend I could possibly be to you. One moment, I'd be talking to you, the other, I'd brush you off my shoulders. Honestly, there's not much I can say but sorry. I'm sorry that I can commit to actually have conversations with you. What happened? I used to love talking for hours with you. Maybe I got bored. But why? How could I get bored when talking with you? Whenever I had problems, I could turn to you. Whenever I needed a shoulder to cry on, you were there. Whenever I needed someone to let me know it was going to be okay, you were there. Now, I'm lost without you. Nothing is the same. I'm the one who screwed up our friendship. It was me who stopped talking to you. It was me to broke promises. It was me who ignored all you had to offer me. You offered me anything I could ever ask for. But I didn't accept it. All I did was search for other things in life. I thought that you weren't as essential to me as I thought you were. I was completely wrong. You're the one who completes me. If only I had held on to you and protected this friendship, I wouldn't be in this situation. But look at me now, I'm stupid. I'm sorry. I've realized that I do need you. You are the one who brings me to life. You are the one who fills my every need. You are the one who can wipe away my tears and say that you understand. So please, take me back. I'm desperate for you. I can't function without you. You are the air I breathe.

Praise God and Honor Mary! Wow, I haven't written in this thing in ages. But yeah. Lately, it's been seeming like I'm alone in this battle. It's been very weird for me. It's as if I feel like my place isn't here and there's little support. But Praise GOD! It took a couple reminders from friends that I'm not alone. I got prayer buddies in Walnut, Rowland Heights, Long Beach, ya know? But yeah, I'll write more later. I just wanted to see how it looks. :P